Boredom strikes

Hola como estas?

Jennifer

What are you obsessed with?

Right now Hunter Hayes and Castleville

What do you dip your chicken nuggets in?

Honey Mustard or BBQ sauce

What was the last road trip you went on?

Probably somewhere with Brenna

When's the last time you dance with someone?

Uhhhh @ my sisters wedding

What's your favorite show(s)?

Criminal Minds/NCIS/Army Wives/Drop Dead Diva

If you could visit anywhere, where would you visit?

Ireland

What's your ringtone?"

Who I Am"- Nick Jonas

What's the wallpaper on your cell phone?

My cat

Who is the 6th text message in your inbox from?

Brenna

Go to your pictures...what is the 33rd pic of?

My mom's dog Beau

Whose your 78th contact in your phone?

Don't have that many

Whose your favorite character from The Office?

Never watched it

What color is your hair?

Brown with highlights

Favorite quote?

"I am the author of my life. Unfortunately I'm writing in pen and I can't erase my mistakes."

What kind of car do you have?

PT Cruiser

What makes you laugh?

A lot of stuff

Whats the last movie you saw in theatres?

The Avengers

If you could co-star in a movie with any actor/actress who would it be?

Ryan Gosling :)

Whats your favorite article of clothing?

A pair of sweats that used to be my sister's

What were you doing on New Years?

Watching the countdown and hanging out with my boyfriend

What are you looking forward too?

The beach

Are you the life of the party?

Anything but, lol

Finish this sentence...You are______

bored

Pop Tarts or Toaster Struddles?

Depends on my mood... probably pop tarts

Dark Chocolate or Milk Chocolate?

DARK

Truth or Dare?

Depends

Whats in your junk drawer?

which one, ha ha

Whats something about you that no one knows?

If I told, then somebody would know ;)

What kinda phone do you have?

Pantech Jest 2

Whats the wallpaper on your computer?

My cat

Do you dance when nobody's watching?

Sometimes

Whats the best food combo?

Mac-n-cheese with Peas

When you need someone to talk to, who do you go to?

Brenna or Shawn

Whats your favorite band(s)?

Lifehouse, Rascal Flatts, Matchbox Twenty

An update

It's been a while I know. My emotions have been up and down lately and this post is gonna be filled with even more emotional stuff.... here it goes


Sunday, Mother's Day I was in a car accident. I was driving home from my friend's house and it had been raining the night before and was still drizzling. I came around a curve and hit a wet spot and braked and turned the steering wheel the opposite direction. When I did that my car lost complete control and I spun 3 times and landed in the ditch on the opposite side of the road facing the opposite direction from where I was heading. Scared me to death. Called my mom and then my grandpa. They had to come get me, I was a nervous wreck. My whole body is so sore!!! Hit my head against the driver's window and the head rest. Hit my knee on the steering wheel. Still  not sure where I hit my right leg/side but it sure hurts bad too. I'm grateful to be OK though and I know it could have been a lot worse. Here's a picture of it right before the tow truck loaded it up.

Then Monday I went back to the Hematologist and found out that I had to get IV Iron treatment... He wanted to do it then but I didn't feel like it so he scheduled it for today. He told me there was risk of shock and that I would need pre-treatment medicines. Honestly when I walked out of his office I was a complete mess. Since my grandpa had to take me to the appointment I asked him to take me by Sonic to get a Caramel Java Chiller. It helped a little. When I woke up this morning I was nervous and not wanting to have the treatment for fear of the unknown. I've been through so many things that really this was nothing, but yet my iron levels are something I've had on my mind lately since getting out of the hospital. My mom ended up working out a way to meet me up at the clinic and stay with me for the 3 hour ordeal. They hooked me up to the IV.



And then pumped me up with a steroid to prevent a reaction, and benedryl (which made me incredibly drowsy), and an acid pill. After that all went through the IV they gave me a sample dose of the iron stuff. Waited 20 mins to see if I had any reactions and then started the hour or so treatment....

While waiting for the treatment to finish I fought sleep because I'm some kind of weirdo, lol. Talked to my mom some and listened to my iPod... I never leave home without it :)

I'm still sore from the wreck and tired from the treatment today (they said it was a possibility)...I'm off to catch up on my DVR and go to sleep soon.

Lately...

here's 2 songs I've been listening to lately... both are by Sarah McLachlan


"Stupid"

Night lift up the shades
let in the brilliant light of morning
but steady there now
for I am weak and starving for mercy
sleep has left me alone
to carry the weight of unravelling where we went wrong
it's all I can do to hang on
to keep me from falling
into old familiar shoes

[Chorus:]

how stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that you're no good for me
but you're the only one I see

love has made me a fool
it set me on fire and watched as I floundered
unable to speak
except to cry out and wait for your answer
but you come around in your time
speaking of fabulous places
create an oasis
dries up as soon as you're gone
you leave me here burning
in this desert without you

[Chorus]

everything changes
everything falls apart
can't stop to feel myself losing control
but deep in my senses I know

[Chorus]

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"Fallen"

Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I've held so dear.

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Heaven bend to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turn their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
One slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
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